Ok so like one time I was at the park just doing my usual business of listening to music on phone and just pacing around accomplishing nothing.
Then I was starting to develop a bit of a low, melancholic mood. I then wanted to off myself at the moment so I decided to go up to a tree at the park where most people would not see me. I decided to just lay there until I died from the cold. But I fucked up by making the mistake of not taking off my jacket which was something I did not realize until after my dad calling me on the phone telling me that he's gonna pick me up.
When I got into the car it was then I realized my mistake and then I felt like shit.